Shadow's Domain.

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[atrb=background,http://i243.photobucket.com/albums/ff161/gr8estwolflover/kk7.png] Ebony's Character Journal Who do I love? Cheveyo: I love you so much sweetie; even now I still think about you everyday. Not a day goes by without me wishing things could have ended differently. You gave me everything and I showed you nothing but dishonesty. You were such a fool for sticking with me though I'm glad you did I can't help thinking that your life would have been better if I never entered the scene. Mhivix: What can I say? I'm glad we hooked up on some levels as you made me feel so special. You made me feel incredible and I'm glad we met. Although what we did was wrong, I don't regret it and I'll always hold a special place in my heart for you. Shadow: You have shown me so much, I just wish we'd had more time together. I respect you more than anyone else in the world and although I'll never be as good a leader as you were I can try. It will be hard to fill your shoes mum, you were a great leader and an even better mother. Morke: I could never please you, dad. You always pointed out my wrongs and never praised me. I respected you but you let me down. Don't get me wrong I still love you, I'm just disappointed. You tried to be so nobel and ethical but you betrayed us all. Storm: I love you so much; it's so sad that you had to leave me so early. You were so young when the storm took you and I miss you dearly. I know you're with daddy and Ashen now I just wished we'd had longer together. Ashen: You were so bright and bold, I had high hopes for you in the future. It was such a pitty that storm took them all away from us both. I love you honney, we'll meet again someday. Vixxen: You're so beautiful, it's obvious you've got that from your father. You're so smart and kind though you appear to be slipping away from me. I hope Alex doesn't steel you away, he's already won your heart over by the looks of things. Just don't rely on him too much, I know how boys can be and I'd hate it if you got your heart broken so young. Shade: You're so strong and charming, just like your father. You remind me of him in so many ways. One day you'll make some she-wolf the luckiest in the world, anybody would be over the moon to have you by their side. Dagmar: You're my hero in a way - saving me from the rogues as well as my sorrow. After all the losses in my life the only thing that seems to brighten me up is your face and sense of humour. I don't know, I may be falling for you. Please don't break my heart, I know I won't break yours. Dakota: I know we haven't got on in the past but I think things have changed now. I've been a fool but I think we're past that. I'll do whatever it takes to show you that I can be a good person and alpha. I'll never let you down again, I promise. Kade: I've always respected you. Not once have you let me down and have always been a loyal member. I know I made a good choice in making you Zeta, you make Yusten proud. Alex: You seem to make my daughter very happy which is great but if you hurt her I won't be terribly fond of you. You've got the pack in a lot of trouble recently but I have faith in you. I don't know what happened in your past but whatever it is I hope you've moved on from it. Sometimes I worry about you and your past; let's hope I'm worrying about nothing. By My Fangs Riki, Ruth, Alam: Pups to the black general, Dakota and the old wise Autun. When I told Dakota to leave I didn't think she really would. I didn't mean it. After a huge argument we had over Mhivix and Teru she it kind of slipped out and she decided to leave. I had no choice but to take on Dakota's pups as well as my own. When a vicious winter struck it took with it two of my pups (poor Ashen and Storm) as well as all of Dakota's. When Dakota returned she shunned me calling me a murderer. It was an accident... I Gave You My Heart Cheveyo: They met when Ebony was young and promoted to alpha due to her parent's deaths. They started off badly when Cheveyo scolded her for her lust for blood and to be honest Ebony did have a fowl temper back then. But things changed when the two started hanging out more. They became closer until one day they became partners. Together they had three pups; Ashen, Storm and Vixxen. Ebony was experiencing hardships as she wasn't popular within the pack at first. Dakota and Autun gave her a pretty hard time and sometimes even Cheveyo turned against her. A male named Mhivix found her and started chatting her up. Cheveyo instantly loathed this male and as it turned out Ebony had an affair with Mhivix only to be caught by Cheveyo. This almost tore apart their relationship but not quite, he forgave her and the two became as strong as they were previously. A vicious winter struck Yusten and took with it Ashen and Storm as well as Dakota's pups (which Ebony was looking after without Cheveyo knowing). Cheveyo was upset about this and concerned why Ebony never told him about Dakota's pups. When the rogues came they convinced Ebony to join them before keeping her as a prisoner. Cheveyo entered rogue territory to take her back only to be brutally murdered by a rogue named Stork. Ebony felt responsible for his death and has never forgiven herself for it. Honestly... Mhivix: Although Ebony likes to try and think she regretted everything about her and Mhivix the truth is that she doesn't regret it. Being with Mhivix made her as happy as when she first met Cheveyo. There was a sparkle of excitment between the two. Fumes of lust were breathed and made Ebony feel alive as well as wild and free. There was something about Mhivix that was simply intoxicating. He had a cheeky side which Cheveyo didn't seem to have. When Ebony first met Mhivix she wanted things to happen. They flirted and at first it seemed harmless but when they met a second time it was more than just flirting and Ebony almost couldn't help herself as she began to cheat on her loyal mate. Although she loved Cheveyo she had been feeling stressed out and pretty fed up. This Is A Nightmare Worst Memories Losing Her Parents: The first memory that strikes Ebony is one that fills her with grief. She was only a pup at the time, although not extremely young. The Yusten pack had just returned from the battle against Kapu and his army. It was great to hear the victory was theirs but hearing that both her parents were lost was something that changed her life forever. She heard Shadow died on the battlefield after murdering Kapu, however, her wounds were too great and she died shortly after. She also heard how her father demanded he was killed so that he could be with Shadow once more, clearly not thinking about their children. A wolf named Twilight gave Morke what he wanted and so he died with his mate... --- Cheveyo's Death: Losing a loved one is something that no one deserves to go through. No matter what wrongs you may have done in your life there is nothing that can justify losing someone so close to you. Ebony was a wolf filled with many flaws. Whilst she was young she was very foolish and one mistake which she made she wished never happened. To this day she lives with regrets that have stained her heart for eternity... The abuse which the young wolf was given began to drive her to madness. Dakota tried to bite her ears off whenever she could and seemed to enjoy the pain she gave Ebony. Morke was a cold soul who never seemed to show emotion or compassion. He acted as if Ebony wasn't good enough. Autun had always pointed out her wrongs which she could take to an extent but when Dakota joined in she felt furious. There was only so much that Ebony could take. One day she cracked and left her pack. She had no idea where she would go but anywhere away from those nagging wolves seemed like bliss. She bumped into a lanky golden male with a shaggy coat. His scent was distant yet he seemed nice enough. His name was Telstar. Ebony began to let out all her emotions, telling this male anything and everything about how she felt about her family. Ebony was completely unaware that the duo were being watched. A smaller male with a creamy white, glossy pelt stepped out who went by the name of Stork. Michief danced in his eyes as he told Ebony he could give her everything she wanted. It all seemed to good. Ebony foolishly listened and decided to join him. The white male smiled in delight as he took Ebony back to his lair - back to rogue territory where his leader Rapier lived. Ebont was captured and kept as a hostage. One day a tall orange maned wolf named Dagmar came to rescue her and not far behind him were Morke and Dakota. Once Ebony had escaped she ran to find her beloved mate, Cheveyo. What she found was his mangled remains turning the earth red. His murderer planted his head on a stake and at once Ebony recognized the male as Stork. Breaking down in tears, Ebony screamed and howled. Stork exited the scene. Ebony lay down next to the corpse of her mate, crying on his cold body. She could feel part of her dying with him. No words could describe how she felt. Her mate was dead. The Past Makes Us Who We Are: Complete History Ebony was born into a litter of three. Being daughter of the alphas gave her a heavy weight on her shoulders to impress ever since she was born. Unfortunately her parents died in the battle against Kapu and his army when she was very young. She almost has no memory of them but what she does remember is the sweet scent of her mother’s pelt and the warm tone of her voice that never failed to make her feel safe. Dakota made a duty to look after Ebony and her siblings seeing as she was such good friends with their mother, Shadow. Ebony was a quiet young wolf and probably the most stung by the loss of her parents. She was always slightly quiet and didn’t like to talk about her parents. She knew they were courageous as they died in battle but she felt some resentment for they abandoned her. To make matters worse her brother Mene perished in a flood that swept over the land when they were only pups not long after the death of her parents. So Ebony and her sister Fleur had to deal with loss from quite early on. As she grew older she found it was extremely difficult to fit in with the pack and an individual wolf, Dakota gave her a lot of hassle. Dakota had been Shadow's best friend and so had high expectations of Ebony and looked after her as if she was her mother. Ebony loathed this about Dakota and the two fought often even though Dakota was only acting with her best intentions. Their personalities clashed greatly and one particular incident was left in Ebony’s mind, never to leave her. Zita the demon – not a demon but that’s what they called her. This strange she-wolf posed a threat for Yusten, attacking them with her vicious tongue with words that left a sour aftertaste to the air which they breathed. Ebony didn’t like this one bit; first of all she hated how the wolf was threatening them but what nagged at her fur the most was the fact that she spoke as if she was better than her. So Ebony decided to take the situation into her paws, impress the others, maybe then she could live up to follow in her mother’s paws. She stood up to Zita and spat words at her and when Zita mocked her she launched herself towards her only to be stopped by a furious Dakota and old Autun. Ebony was miffed and after being embarrassed in front of the whole pack she left the scene, completely humiliated. Young and naïve she was, all she had wanted was to please them. Oh how that had slapped her in the face. Only one wolf seemed to have an interest in her; Cheveyo came to comfort her. He didn’t exactly agree with her actions but he at least put it nicely and gave her strong words of wisdom. It wasn’t long before they became great friends and then even more. Ebony fell in love with Cheveyo and the two became alphas of the pack whilst Fleur became the Epsilon (healer). Their love for one another w2as strong, they could understand each other, they lived on the same wavelength. Ebony and Cheveyo had three pups together; Vixxen, Ashen and Storm. Even with Cheveyo in her life, Ebony was never satisfied. Maybe it was because Dakota gave her such shit all the time. Nothing Ebony could ever do was good enough and she was forever being compared to her mother. “You should be more like your mother. Shadow would never have done that!” Was the constant nag she’d get from Dakota. One day – one dark day Ebony took a walk by the river only to foolishly take a tumble. Grumpy old Autun who she’d never particularly got along with jumped in to save her. Why did he do that? Eespecially when he didn’t know how to swim! He grabbed unconscious Ebony who had been under for a reasonably long amount of time and threw her to shore. He couldn’t get out in time and fell over the waterfall, plunging to his death. Loving mate to Dakota was dead. Ebony lived with such regret after that. She felt entirely responsible for his death. If only she hadn’t fallen in. if only she’d helped herself. He didn’t have to do what he did! Why didn’t he just let her drown? It was hard enough having a death on her conscience but Dakota just made it even worse. She treated Ebony like dirt after that and Ebony had had just enough. The fea wandered off only to run into a lone male. Mhivix was good to her, seducing her with his kind words. He wasn’t like Cheveyo – no he had a devilish side, one which excited her, enchanted her. She was keen to get to know him more. Their first meeting was brief as Cheveyo leapt in, anger in his eyes when he saw the male. Words were thrown at each other and Ebony snapped at Cheveyo, telling him to be nicer to the wolf that had just cheered her up. It was only a matter of time before Dakota arrived too. Just great! Ebony had to face yet another lecture on how to behave and how not to snap at Cheveyo. That night Ebony silently crept out on her own, hoping to run into Mhivix again; she was in luck. Before Ebony knew it the two began to get extremely close and resulted in the two sleeping together. Who was to catch them in the act? Dakota was fuming; she charged towards the two screaming and shooting venomous words at both of them. Mhivix tried to stand up for Ebony but his words meant nothing to Dakota. Ebony, out of fury told her to 'leave'. This was out of rage and deep down Ebony didn't mean those words but Dakota left, out of sight, out of the territory. Cheveyo then emerged from the bushes and Ebony’s heart sank when she realized he’d been watching for a long time. Ebony soon realized Dakota had left her pups and decided to look after them as well as her own. It was hard work and unfortunately a bitter winter attacked the territory and took with it two of Ebony's pups as well as both Dakota's. Ebony felt nothing but grief and guilt. When Dakota returned and realized her pups were dead she hated Ebony. She already loathed her for cheating on Cheveyo but now she felt nothing but spite for the she-wolf. Ebony was left in shame, appalled at what had become of herself. Morke (Ebony's father) returned after being believed to be dead. Ebony was so shocked and at the same time overjoyed. She was more than happy to give up her position as Alpha. He took back his place as alpha male and Ebony became Thata. Not long after, Rogues attacked Yusten pack territory, capturing Fleur. Ebony was livid; she had just lost her sister. Yet she had hope that one day Fleur would return, she had to! Ebony later gave birth to a son, Shade whose father was Mhivix. Mhivix was sadly killed by a bear, Mandra not long after their affair so Shade never knew his father. Fleur returned to the pack moons later with a pup, Troy. Ebony was overjoyed to be an auntie but was still being given hell by the rest of the pack for 'murdering' Dakota's pups. Out of rage she left to join the rogues. Cheveyo went to find her only to run into a rogue. After a short fight he was brutally murdered. At the same time a male named Dagmar leapt in to rescue Ebony. The two managed to escape the rogues and Ebony ran straight to find Cheveyo only to find his mangled corpse. No words could describe the despair which she felt. She felt so guilty. This was all her fault. She loved him with all her heart despite their past and troubles. She knew nothing would ever be the same again and that nothing would ever fill the empty hole in her heart. After a while there was a war between the Rogues and the Yusten pack. Ebony realized she wanted to be a part of her pack once more and was warmly accepted back by her beloved father. Unfortunately, Fleur was killed during the war. Ebony was furious and fought with all her might. The battle was won but Ebony felt as if they lost – she had lost the one person she really admired. Fleur would never be forgotten. Ebony's father grew insane after Dakota’s old mate, Bailey returned to Yusten after a few moons of being sent into exile. The highly respected alpha male murdered Ryo (Dakota and Bailey's pup) in cold blood before being sent into exile. Ebony's only remaining kin were her two pups, Vixxen and Shade. She felt nothing but anger and hatred towards Morke. She respected him but he let her down. Due to the loss of their alpha, Yusten made Ebony alpha female once again. Ebony was slightly confused by this seeing as she had always considered herself to be un-worthy. Not all members were satisfied with this choice, Dakota being one of them. But this didn't stand in Ebony's way. A dreaful fire fled through Yusten snatching up the lives of loved members such as Train and Night as well as all the food. Ebony was left with a difficult choice; leave the home they all loved and risk perishing or moving out in search of somewhere to stay. After a long while she decided they had to leave. The pack wandered accidently into another pack's territory. This pack was known as Riverton and had a dark history with one of the new simgas, Alex. A fight was inevitable and unfortunately two lives were lost in the battle. Both casualties were from Riverton: Caroline and Charlie. In this battle Alex was captured and Ebony's daughter Vixxen came up with a plan to rescue him. The mission was hard but eventually everyone fled safely passing out of Riverton and into a swamp. After arrival Dakota gave birth to a litter, fathered to loner Bailey who Dakota killed just before the journey began. According to Dakota she was raped and he forced her to end his life. The pack wouldn't be able to move until the pups were old enough and so stayed in the harsh terrain where there was little food and danger lurking behind the trees. Ebony was shocked when her son, Shade returned to her after a fight with a rogue male. He had lost half his ear in battle. Ebony suddenly felt as if things weren't safe and as soon as Dakota's pups were old enough to travel she announced their departure. Unfortunatly one of the pups, Robyn died in a swamp pit. A lone female who had been wandering in search of a home - Poltergeist was accepted into Yusten and to try to help her settle in, Ebony gave her some responsibility with helping the pups cross an old log over the swamp to safety. Dakota was outraged and kicked up a fuss that delayed their journey. It's no wonder the rogues found them with the racket she was making. Out of the swamp and into the creek the rogues followed Yusten until Ebony had her first confrontation with the male who attacked Shade. Dakota had asked that Alex stay behind as his condor was a scavanger and Dakota feared he would eat Robyn as she carried him to a proper burial. Vixxen had asked to stay behind with Alex. Cooper, the rogue told Ebony he and his friends had captured Vixxen and Alex and were holding them hostage. Ebony was furious. After leading half of her pack into a battle with the rogues, she realised that the rogues didn't have Vixxen or Alex; it had just been a trap. Whilst the battle had been going on, Dakota had found Vixxen in the swamp and returned her to the temporary camp. The duo awaited Yusten who returned from their battle. No one had been injured during the fight apart from a rogue, Toxin that Ebony had pinned down and almost killed. Lucky for him, Ebony still followed Morke's law 'not to kill' and the rogues escaped, alive. It was believed that Alex was lost as Yusten returned to their home which was now fresh with new life - fully recovered. Vixxen made an announcement that she was pregnant with Alex's pups which caused Shade to demand to know his whereabouts so he could hunt him down. Kade stepped up to tell him he was wrong but this made Shade attack and kill him as well as wound Dakota. Ebony banished Shade. In outrage at what happened: Fallon, Dakota and Aspen left the pack. Shortly after, Ebony was ambushed in the woods by two rogues: Jax and Ghost. She was killed.

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[atrb=background,http://i243.photobucket.com/albums/ff161/gr8estwolflover/bgforvixxentable.png] Vixxen's Character Journal Who Do I Love? Ebony: You betrayed my father and killed Dakota's pups. It's your fault my dad's dead. I love you... deep down I'm just so angry with you. I'm not sure you deserve to be leader. Cheveyo: I wish you were here; I love you so much. Why the hell did you have to be taken away from me? Words can't describe how much I want you back in my life. Shade: You're my brother so I understand that you're protective of me but stop looking at Alex like he's a piece of meat! I love you even though we're only half-siblings; we've always got on well though at times you annoy the crap out of me. Alex: We have fun together. We instantly connected and although we've had our ups and downs you make me happier than I ever thought I could be. Dakota: You dislike me but I don't care just don't act as if you're better than me. I don't want to judge you and I don't want us to not get on but if you're going to watch over me like a second mother then there will be a clash. By My Fangs Caroline: You were so annoying and in the way all the time. Even so, you didn't deserve to die. I was foolish, blinded by love and you were stopping me from getting to Alex and saving his life so I just lashed out. Who knew taking a life away would be so easy? Fondest Memories Meeting Alex:

[/b] Wandering around your homeland seems completely normal and it was. The air was humid which told the young tan fea that a storm was coming. She often liked spending time on her own to think about life in general and made this trip quite often. But there was a new smell in the air this time.

A young black wolf was in Yusten and Vixxen calmly approached him. They began to talk and what seemed like small talk turned into a deep convosation where they spoke about secrets from their past. She felt herself beginning to fall for this male, Alex and what started as harmless flirting and banter turned into the two of them becoming girlfriend/boyfriend and then one thing led to another and before you know it they'd already gone the whole way. This has to be Vixxen's fondest memory so far. They were two young wolves living life...[/blockquote]

Worst Memories

Her Father's Death: The first memory that strikes the young fea is one of great sorrow. What's worse than losing someone so close to you at such a young age? Vixxen wandered about camp as if it were a normal day. Her mother was back after being captured by the rogues for many moons. The soft black fur surrounding her yellow orbs was dry and dark from where tears had streamed down her petite cheeks. Vixxen's heart skipped a beat. "Mamma why are you crying?" She had asked weakly. "Aren't you happy to be home?" She had never expected to hear the words that would change her life forever. It was so scarring that she can vividly hear her mother's weak stuttering voice as the words escaped from her parted jaws. "Vix, you're father... he won't be home again." Vixxen didn't understand. "Why?" She had demanded angrily. "Does daddy not like us?" Ebony hung her head in shame. "No sweetie. He's dead."

As she grew older she learnt the truth about her father's death, maybe more than she needed to. She learnt he was killed by a rogue named Stork in a very brutal way. It's a haunting picture in her head which she can't get rid of; a fake memory to scar her for life.

Yesterday Is History: complete history

Vixxen was born in a litter of three, daughter to Ebony and Cheveyo. Her parents were the alphas at the time. When she was young, two new wolves of a different mother and father were introduced to the den. Vixxen didn't like the fact that her mother treated them as one of her own but soon got used to the idea. Unfortunately Vixxen didn't have much time to get used to them. A vicious winter took away the two pups along with both of her brothers. She was too young to really understand the concept of death so couldn’t understand that none of them were coming back. It took her a while for her to realise the upsetting truth.

Shortly after, her mother gave birth to her second litter. Their father was a loner and not welcome in the pack. They spoke little off him and maybe it was because they were embarrassed. It didn’t matter to Vixxen though, she was just happy to have a den-mate, someone she could play with. She was larger than he was so Ebony told her to play softly with him but that was no fun so she continued to have rough and tumble with the male known as Shade, her half-brother.

Vixxen lived during times of great suffering for the pack. She was only a young pup when the Rogues attacked and was forced to stay out of the fight as she hadn't had enough training for that kind of battle. Her father was sadly killed in this battle and she didn’t react well to the news. Her mother, Ebony was the one to break it to her and poor Vixxen couldn’t deal with it. She was silent for moons until she finally realised that life was too short to dwell over the past crying and she would have to move on. She didn’t believe it was the end; she’d meet him again – someday.

Vixxen grew older and at one year old became a Thata. Fully-trained, she was ready to serve her pack.

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[NEKO]

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S H A D O W

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My body stung with a thousand cuts as I lay in the wake of destruction. I could hear screaming all around me as I fell to my knees. My legs, now tired and sore failed to even try to hold my weight. My body shook in agony as I took in hoarse raspy breaths. The only thing that I felt inside my heart was satisfaction as I collapsed into the blank snow which looked like an untouched canvas. My body reluctantly began to paint the canvas with splashes of red and crimson. I was feeding the earth with my life. I knew my time had come and even whilst knowing this, I did not feel afraid. I had lived and achieved what I had desired in life and now my time was drawing near. The air that filled my lungs wouldn’t be needed much longer.

Blurry figures that I had got to know so well in the past few years began to swarm me. I could feel their hot breaths on my neck as I slowly began to fall into a deep slumber. A hungry blackness as dark as the night sky began to swallow up my vision, slowly eating away at anything that was in sight. I could hear muffled cries as I felt my soul being taken away from my body. I was beginning to break free and enter the unknown. Everyone always fears death but really death is quiet and peaceful. I was now free from any hurt, any agony. I wasn’t sure of what lay ahead but I know one thing, I was excited.

As I was drawn out of my body I felt a tug in my heart as I thought of all those I was leaving behind. In the last year I had fallen madly in love with my home, my friends and of course Morke – the love of my life. I had given birth to three beautiful pups, all not even one year old. It was a shame I would never see them grow up or see their children. The mere thought filled my golden orbs with salty tears that seemed as large as the ocean. The only thing that filled me with joy was the fact that they were safe now – they were all safe now.

When I think back onto my life, I feel no regrets only happiness and joy. My life has been a rollercoaster of a ride and at times I may have felt like giving up but in the end it was all worth it. My story is not one for the fainthearted or the fearful and it all started with one bright summer morning…

[JAX]

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[atrb=background,http://i243.photobucket.com/albums/ff161/gr8estwolflover/jaxbg-1.png] It's a fowl feeling; I remember the sudden jolt inside my chest as if my heart had just crashed into my ribs. At first I thought none of it - bullshit at first I knew something wasn't up. Who was he and what the fuck was he doing? I wasn't going to say anything because I'm not obsessive or clingy for that matter. Although my insides died (or at least that's what it felt like), I wasn't going to think about it. I remember his stupid, giggly smile. Fucking asshole. I would have loved to slap that smile into the middle of next week or shove it where the sun don't fucking shine. His feelings for her were clear but she's always been a funny one. Maybe that's what appealed to me about her; I couldn't figure her out. Oh, it drove me bloody insane but it was addictive. She was addictive and I didn't need a fucking needle or spliff to get high because that's what she did to me. I felt I was flying when I was with her but the comedown was bigger than I expected. So this fucking cunt strolled into her life out of nowhere and was all over her. I wanted to tare out my eyes - or better, HIS. He was born into a normal wolf pack and lived a normal childhood. Back then he was a good wolf with a kind heart. Killing was out of the question to him. This, however, changed when he fell in love. He thought she, Solaris, loved him in return as she would flirt with him. It was always she who initiated the flirtatious behavior and Jax would only follow, his heart pounding with excitement. It was then that he thought maybe, just maybe, things would go his way and he would win her over. It was all a shock to him when she discovered she was seeing someone else. Jax decided to stay away, let his heart heel. He hadn't fallen head over heels yet. A new female entered his life, Lira, that was her name. She was far prettier than Solaris with a thick healthy pelt and amazing emerald eyes. He got to know Lira and they hit it off. There was no relationship, just lust. They spent one night together and after satisfying their lust they became friends. Jax was still friends with Solaris but by being with Lira he was able to save his heart from shattering. Lira continued to flirt with him; this didn't hurt the brute - Jax flirted back. Other females in the pack had interests in Jax though he felt nothing in return. Jax would flirt with them, bouncing around, not to be mean but to save his heart from pain. By doing this he found that he never became attached to someone and never felt heart-break, not like he did when Solaris led him on. One day he was having his usual banter with Solaris and she told him she was single. Jax found his heart pounding like a drum inside his chest. The days went by and everything was normal until Solaris came to him one night, "Tomorrow night, meet me by the lake and I promise we can spend it together." Things were going his way, finally! Jax went that night only to find she wasn't there. He waited and waited and waited but still nothing. Now morose, he saw her the next day. Her excuse was that she wasn't allowed to see him and instead of staying in her den she went out with some friends. She had no problem telling him the rest: she got with another male that night. Jax felt sick at that moment though he did not show it. Now words could describe the pain in his heart. He hated her so much. He would have loved more than anything to knock her grin off her face, but he wasn't a killer back then. Jax left the pack for closure. He didn't know what he would do next but at least he was away from that bitch. He was over a year old at this point, nearly two years of age. He was growing thin, weak. Being a loner wasn’t that great after all. That was until he ran into a rogue male. A fight occurred between the two and it was only by chance that Jax won. During the fight, the rogue fell into a river and drowned. Jax didn’t think much of it but the other rogues in the area did. According to them, Jax had killed the leader of a group of rogues and by doing that, made himself leader. The other rogues did anything he asked. He asked for food and they dropped it at his feet. If another wolf entered the territory all he would have to do is say the command and his wolves would slaughter them. Jax didn’t have to do anything; he sat on his throne, watching as his wolves tor others to pieces. It wasn’t long before he was one of the most feared wolves in the area and for what? Being with the rogues taught him to hunt, to fight. He got his strength back, he grew bigger and stronger. Every day he became more powerful until he no longer had others do his dirty work. It was when his clan began to doubt him that he proved himself worthy and killed a group of loners that entered the territory. They never questioned him again. He had ice in his veins and he even started to threaten his own clan that he would kill them if they didn't do as they were told. He was a monster. One day Solaris entered his territory. She was weak, desperate, asking for a home. It was so easy for Jax to find himself trapped under her spell once again but he stopped it. She told him that their pack had been killed by a terrible flood and she was one of the only survivors with no where to go. Jax could have killed her there and then but he didn't. "You're not worth my time." That's all he said before he sent her away. "If she ever sets foot in this territory again then kill her." The life he led wasn't satisfying, he felt empty and hollow. He grew to doubt himself, realizing he was living a lie. This wasn't what he wanted. Did he really only live to kill? At two and a half years of age he stepped down from his throne of bones and became a loner once more. He decided to start again, make a new home and maybe leave his past behind him. He feels no remorse for all those who lost their lives by his fangs. The only regret which he holds is not killing Solaris when he was given the chance. He often fantasizes of ripping her throat out. Even so, he has to move on.

[bilalansari]

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